I have such a hard time staying focused. There are always things that I seem to be able to do without being distracted. I simply hunker down and 'get her done'. However, there are other things that just seem to be beyond my abilities. As a child I would often skimp on things and just get by. Without boasting I think I was a petty smart kid so for the most part I was able to get away with this. For example, I just thought it would take too much time to really remember which Way was right or left. I knew my heart was on the left so I just planned to always check for my heart if needed o figure out directions. Now obviously this did not pose serious problems for me but I Can certainly remember times when I had to covertly feel for my heart to know right from left and I was conscious of not letting other people know. I used to also sing in a choir. Instead of concentrating to be able to detect and sing the right note I would just listen to my neighbor and sing what they were singing. Now, even though I have a pretty good singing voice I often have great difficulty figuring out the right note and can sound one deaf.
I didn;t worry too much about this b/c for he most part it didin't bother me. There has been one major issue that I hve not been able to muster the wherewithal to accomplish and I wonder if this is due to my well hidden slackerness. Also, as I get older I find it harder and harder to ot worry about issues and just 'get her done' when I need to. More and more things tend to not get done. Like this blog. This is my seond post for the month although I want to blog everyday for the sheer joy of putting words on papaer on a dialy basis.
Oh well hope springs eternal(how's that for blowing things off). HELP!!!!!!
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